When and as I
see another in a state of scatteredness, where it appears that it is hard to
find the words for something, and they are not being clear and directive, and I
start to go into a state of judgment, towards them, seeing them as less than, I
stop and I breathe and I remain in the moment as the expression of who I am.
I
see/realize/understand that I am actually looking at a part of myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from, and when I go into
superiority in comparison with this person for them not being fluent in their
communication, I actually accept and allow fear and inferiority to exist within
myself and will judge face this later on, as I have created it through
separation in that moment of judgment.
I
see/realize/understand that I have the exact same moments where I can’t gather
myself together, or am in some kind of emotional state that I have created
through self-interest where I am scattered.
I
see/realize/understand that I am equal to and one with the tone of voice that I
may hear in another, as it is my perception of how that person is talking that
I perceive, which comes from myself.
I commit
myself to stop the judgment of a stutter, or the tone that a person might speak
with and remain here to support them as I would like to be supported.
I commit myself
to support that person as I would like to be supported, by being patient in the
moment, and listening to the specific words they are speaking in the moment,
instead of the tones of voice or any stutters I hear.
When and as I
see myself in an emotional state where I am scattered, things are foggy and I
fear others around me are starting to see me as this fog and not someone that
is sharp and important, I stop and I breathe, and remain in the moment as the
expression of who I am.
I
see/realize/understand that in the moment of fogginess and state of disarray, I
am still here, even with the state that I am in.
I
see/realize/understand that I have created the state that I am currently in
through my own acceptances and allowances.
I
see/realize/understand that by going into the character of ‘happy-go’lucky’ to
‘try and pull the wool over others eyes’ so that they won’t see this state I am
in, I am actually in fear of others changing their opinion of me, and when I am
in this fear, I proliferate separation and abuse and prevent my own self-change
to what is best for all.
I
see/realize/understand that in believing that in trying to pull the wool over
other people’s eyes, I am actually pulling the wool over my own eyes and only
deceiving myself only moving further and further away from the truth of myself.
I
see/realize/understand that others that I see as wise/important or not
wise/important are simply parts of myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to separate myself from, and am therefore equal to and one with them.
I commit
myself to remind myself in those moments where I am foggy, and things are not
clear that I am still here, and that I have created this experience of myself
through my own acceptances and allowances.
I commit
myself to support myself to do what is best for all, by stopping the actions of
the happy go-lucky character, and remain here in the moment to face my own
creation of myself.
I commit
myself to stop the fear in the moment of others judging me as less than and
feeling awkward towards me, by reminding myself of my breathe and grounding
myself to the physical world I live in
through feeling my fingers and toes.
I commit
myself to support myself to stop the fear of others judging me as less than for
not being wise/important by stopping the valuing of others in how
wise/important I perceive them to be, and realizing that all that is in this
world as the physical is of equal value.
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