Self-commitment statements to support myself in being the self-directed principle.
For context please refer to:
Day 30 - A Pacified Life (Part 2)
When and as I see myself ‘having urges’ to play video games
and surf youtube videos that are in my own self-interest as if I am locked into
a perpetual zombified state of automated apathy, I stop and I breathe and I
remain in the moment as the expression of who I am. – I see/realize/understand that there are
really only so many hours in my life, and when I give away those prescious
hours to the mind in the abdication of my direction, I am committing the ultimate
crime of ignorance and hang out to dry those that are currently suffering in
this world as well as create consequences for myself. I see/realize/understand that this
distraction that is ‘sugar for the brain’, perpetuates the self-imposed
ignorance and serves to create a smoke-screen to what is really going on in the
world. - I commit myself to take back the directive principle of myself and
move in what is best for all in all moments.
I commit myself to support myself to stop this zombified state, in which
I BE-LIE-ve that ‘I have no control’ and get back to here in the moment.
When and as I see myself within this automated zombified
state playing video games and surfing youtube videos and am faced with the
decision to move out of it. – I stop and I breathe and I remain in the moment
as the expression of who I am. – I see/realize/understand that the
resistance I have towards stopping these automated habits show me to what extent
I am pre-disposed/pre-programmed to the narrow confines of my own limitations
and perpetuation of self-interest of the characters that consume myself. I see/realize/understand that I have accepted
and allowed (created) these self-imposed limitations, and can therefore
deconstruct them in one single breath and self-directed movement. I see/realize/understand that when I do
continue participating in the pacified/zombified/automated state of
distraction/self-interest, I am making a choice in self-interest of that
carries with it the deliberate ignorance and ultimately the acceptance of the continuation
of abuse and suffering in this world. – I commit myself to support myself to stop
the pacified state through taking a single breathe here and then self-directing
myself in every moment. I commit myself
to take back my self-directive principle in every moment and every breath, by
stopping the belief that it is ‘too difficult’ and moving through the
self-imposed resistances that currently confine my life one step at a time. I commit myself to show myself that I can in
fact change myself in the moment to what is best for all by moving through any
resistance using my breath and own self-will as support.
When and as I see the ‘inner-voice’ give suggestions within
my own mind, I stop and I breathe and I remain in the moment as the expression of
who I am. I see/realize/understand that
this inner-voice (backchat) usually suggests things that align with a
self-interest of keeping myself within a pacified-zombified state or
perpetuating some kind of habbit and pattern that keeps me confined within a
narrow life-path. I
see/realize/understand that I actually have no idea where or why this
inner-voice was created in the first place, and that blindly following the
suggestions without questioning them, are in fact an abdication of my own
self-directive principle. - I commit
myself to question the suggestions of this inner-voice asking the question of
whether or not this suggestion is what is best for all and whether it serves to
perpetuate the self-imposed limitations that create the narrow confines of my
life path. I commit myself to
investigate note down what the the ‘inner-voice’ (self-talk / back-chat) and then
make the time to investigate and find its orgins, determining why and how and
for what purpose it was created for.
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